Exams

Yes, it is that time of the year again. I am so close to being finished with school that I can hardly concentrate. I should not be doing this right now, actually. I should be studying. But that can wait until later.

I have started a website, but I'm not sure how long its going to last. We'll just have to see during the Christmas holiday. I'm so close to being done with school that I can almost taste it. Only five months. I can do it, despite how much I can't stand being in school.

Learning is great, don't get me wrong, and I love what I am learning here. Horses have always been a favorite hobby of mine and I don't think that is likely to change. In fact, I don't want to ever give up horses.

But this school...some things are great, they are quite laid back here, almost too much. I just finished my midterm for one class today. My midterm on the last day of classes. Go figure. I guess I just feel like I'm stuck. Like I can't go anywhere with my life. I'm stuck in a hole, it feels like. Trapped.

So many of the girls here have so much going for them. They live on a farm, already have their own horses.

Anyway I'm hungry and I don't feel like talking about this. Its so confusing.