Let's Play a Card Game

"Let's go catch some mice!"

"But I wanna eat grass!"

This is what I imagine two of my most favorite animals are saying right now if they could talk. Unfortunately, they have left us in this world, and are in a better place where they can feel no pain or suffering. Only joy and happiness.

This blog is a tribute to the Amazing Houdini and Fantastic Larry.





They both were great additions to the family, and are sorely missed. They will always live on in our hearts and minds. They will be remembered for as long as our mission exists.

Rest in Peace guys.
















Love ya forever

Carter

So I went through a huge cleaning spree saturday when my parents weren't home and ironically I found my Aaron Carter CD. It's the best CD to listen to when cleaning, I must say. Although I did less cleaning than dancing around. It brought out my love for his songs once again. There is just something about his songs when he was a little kid that I love. They're so upbeat, its easy to enjoy them. The lyrics don't have to make sense, so long as you can dance to the song.

The one song I like the best has got to be Real Good Time. The chorus is my favorite part of it.

"Maybe I laugh, maybe I cry
Maybe I scream, maybe I sigh
Baby I feel, the feeling is real
Maybe I curse, maybe I squeal


But I enjoy, making some noise
Foolin' around, adjusting to the sound
You and I get, everything's set
Be sure you know how to have a real good time"

It's a good song to get frustrations out. You can just jump around to the lyrics singing at the top of your lungs. I did it yesterday, and it was a huge stress reliever. Just being able to let everything out like that in a way that is positive, is absolutely amazing.

I know when I get angry, I just want to hit something, and just picking a favorite song and blasting the speakers and singing along is so much more benefical than writing in a blog, diary, journal, whatever.

This may be just me, but after I write in a diary about my life problems, it just makes me feel worse. That could be because I don't like talking about my problems, so why would I like writing them down right? At least in that sense. I often put my problems into the stories I write, but thats putting the problems on someone else, whether they are a fictional character or not.

Just being able to make some noise, is so great, it lifts me up and makes me feel so much better. It's so much better than just screaming my lungs out, which I have wanted to do before as well.

You don't even have to be a good singer. I know I'm not.



So thanks Aaron, for that uplifting song.

Start All Over

So, I started work two mondays ago, and its been a crazy time. I'm so out of shape, that I really need to do something about it. I'm hoping for a flat stomach before school starts again.

I was sort of dreading this weekend, because my mom and I were going to go through my grandmother's clothes, but my uncle didn't want us to. So hopefully next saturday we'll be doing that with the family. I don't want to wait too long to do it. The longer we take to go through her things, especially her keepsakes, the harder it will be. I just want to get it over with. Thats not a bad thing, I know its not.

I cleaned my room instead today, and its nice being able to see the floor again. Tomorrow I plan to organize my bathroom. I can't find anything in it! And I have too many empty bottles to count. Next weekend I hope to clean the room downstairs. It's gotten kind of ridiculous. There is stuff everywhere. Too many books.

I want to start playing the drums again too, if I manage to find time. I need to update my chaptered story on fiction press first! It's been months since I've updated it! I just need to get my priorities straight instead of spending heaping amounts of time on the computer.

I found a new favorite manga though, its called Soul Eater and I absolutely love it. If I wasn't pressed for time, I would talk more about it, but there is stuff I want to do and dinner will be soon.

Happy Father's Day!!

To all the Fathers out there!

Here is a song that I absolutely adore! I cried when I first heard it.

Look at the two of you dancing that way
Lost in the moment and each others face
So much in love your alone in this place
Like there's nobody else in the world
I was enough for her not long ago
I was her number one
She told me so
And she still means the world to me
Just so you know
So be careful when you hold my girl
Time changes everything
Life must go on
And I'm not gonna stand in your way

But I loved her first and I held her first
And a place in my heart will always be hers
From the first breath she breathed
When she first smiled at me
I knew the love of a father runs deep
And I prayed that she'd find you someday
But it still hard to give her away
I loved her first

How could that beautiful women with you
Be the same freckle face kid that I knew
The one that I read all those fairy tales to
And tucked into bed all those nights
And I knew the first time I saw you with her
It was only a matter of time

But I loved her first and I held her first
And a place in my heart will always be hers
From the first breath she breathed
When she first smiled at me
I knew the love of a father runs deep
And I prayed that she'd find you someday
But its still hard to give her away
I loved her first

From the first breath she breathed
When she first smiled at me
I knew the love of a father runs deep
Someday you might know what I'm going through
When a miracle smiles up at you
I loved her first

I Loved Her First by Heartland

So Adorable! A Dad's love is great.

Happy Father's Day Dad! Love you.

Update Post

So, I originally had three blogs, but I found I wasn't updating any specific one very much, so it'll be easier to just have one blog to put everything thats happening on.

Thats all I wanted to say right now, but I'll probably be updating later today or tomorrow, if I remember.